I suddenly decided to post an entry after having a dream that I was chased by a leopard. Not nice when I have to climb buildings just to escape. Haha.
I should be blogging more often next month, that's like in a week or two weeks time. Dear Dean Winchester and other beloved readers, just bear with Natelppa yeah. I'm too busy with my life. I can't help enjoying my busy life, like usual I have dramas and stupid problems to handle. Wait. The problem wasn't really stupid. More like I can't handle major attitude people. Yes, too many emo people around me these days. Tak tahan siot! Stop bringing me down. I need positive vibes. :) And now I'm getting better. *breathe in fresh, positive air*
My life now is all about one thing. Not LOVE(Most ppl yang tak tahu apa2 mesti ckp aku nie syiok bercinta jer kan. bodoh la korang nie.), not Friendship, Not Family. I only fucking care most about My final year. I'm selfish already. hahahaha. Sorryla. I don't think I want to fail. But I'm trying to balance things la. Pushing aside problems and care only what I should really care. Wahhhhhhh. This is what I'm made of. ;)
Here's some points I can share with you guys, compiled, shorten version.
- I just came back from Genting. Went there for 3 days due to group's short film shooting. I had an affair with Estrella behind bf's back. OMG! XP [but i'm not lesbo k]
- My script(About my Malay-looking face) got rejected by X-topher and when he said our girl group are more capable of love stories as it is "girl's Forte", my script needs to be handled "aggresively by men/boys. ....I can only say, "Fuck you la" behind his back.
- Oh crap. The actor we got for short film looks like my tutor, Yong Kang. LOL! We named him Yong Keen. XP
- I went for TOA Halloween with my zombie friends. Check out my FB profile pic!
- We had Business week. Not fun! Booo!
- I miss posting artwork on DA.
- I'm planning to remodel my character during holidays.
- I dare to admit that I ada hati nak join Miss TOA though I don't look like a hot chick or some miss popular. But tak jadi kot.
- I'm skipping TOA's Prom Night. I'm broke.
- My dad lost another toe and was in hospital for quite some time. Now he's back at home, and I love being nagged. XP
- Someone who works at 7-eleven was too shy to ask for my number. He ran and hide in the staff room and ask his friend to ask instead. Seperti biasa, aku jual mahal. Sekian terima kasih.
- An Indian lady in the same bus with me, asking almost everyone including me for RM3. Minah tak tahu malu. "Excuse me, sister, I got no change, can you give me RM3 ah?" How Pern jawab? I was in bad mood. I said nothing and just keep staring angrily at her while geleng kepala. She turned away and jeling. Babi betul.
- I have not been eating pork. and he has not been eating beef. Mutual enough. Guys, don't bother to ask me if I miss pork. I don't and that includes Bak kut teh. Respect my decision. Don't question me. I'm respecting my partner like how he is too.
- I don't give a shit what people trying to tell me about being in a relationship with a Malay/Muslim man. As far as I'm concerned, I'm still aware of everything and I'm 200% sure I'm dating a human being. If you are my friend but disapprove our relationship, putus persahabatan jerla as I don't need a friend like you. Racist and not being supportive. Shoo!
- I think I found my interests and strengths. 3D Modeling and whatever we are learning in Compositing and Editing class. I like motion graphic. I know some people think I should be in MM. Sorry, but I still think DG was a good path for me.
- I can't wait to hang out with Mak Chicks!
- Checked my weight : 51kg. I expected 55kg, thought I didn't lose weight yet. I'm still trying to get rid of more fats on my body. Hehehe. Can I get to 45kg? :P Wait and see. ;)
P/s : Ignore my dirty wall. I didn't do that. It was the younger version of Apple's work.
Sprayed with Transparent Liqour.
