Date at iCity

Reminder :This post is written on Sunday night.

First of all, trailer for our animated short film is ready. Hope nothing goes wrong with it. We were told to finish the whole short film or we won't get our Diploma certs. Wargh. My 50k++ cert. Its okay, I take it as a good motivation. We should finish what we started, right? :)

That's why I was at college again yesterday. Continue to do lighting for animated scenes. Getting a better grip on controlling it. Not as bad as previous times, where I' ll be "cuak cuak, omgggg where to startttt?"

Joe came around 4pm to fetch me. After 6 days, wheee! I see your face. :D

We didnt plan much, went to Midvalley and do nothing but walk around.
Menyampah see extra crowds everywhere, and heartache to see many "50% off" tags around! No gaji yet. Boo.

Suddenly, we decided to go to Shah Alam. I like :)

Had dinner at Pak Li at Seksyen 7. Chicken Chop with French Fries and Strawberry Smoothies. Then we head down to iCity. Finally, one of my many wishes came true last night. RM10 per entry. I was wishing hard that this RM10 is going to make us happy, don't disappoint us!

Not bad. It was a date after all. Too bad we only have one normal camera to snap pictures. NO DSLR. Takpe. We still enjoyed ourselves despite getting blur photographs. So, sorry la, the pictures are not fantastic and clear. But you can roughly see what's going on la. hahah.

Nice lights and errr, fake plastic trees. :P
Look, Joe is watering the cactus. :)

Check it out, my RM5 Minnie Mouse blingbling! Hahaha! Joe kept laughing every time he takes a picture of me. Jahat!

Oh, the colour and the tree itself remind me of Kuchiki Byakuya of Bleach. "Shirei....Senbonzakura"
Look, Naruto's brother! NaruJoe, my busuk. Ok, people who do not watch/read Naruto might not get this jutsu thingie. NaruJoe's summoning jutsu. wheee! :P


The green panda! So cute. Joe's feeding milk while I help to pick the panda's nose. :P
We love the horse's ass. :D Yeahla, everyone's taking the same picture. Malas rebut, so we took the ass part ;)
Tiger gigit.....Joe's version cannot be displayed. Too obscene la his pose. Hahahah!
Syg, thank you for bringing me around. :)
I had fun. Like who doesn't enjoy their dates right?

P/s : oh wow. somebody's pic is finally displayed here. :P

Prepared for Convo Night?

Yesterday, I went to college and settled all the things.
1. Refund library membership fee,
2. Tried on the robe. (Size S is so big! Can drown in it.)
3. Paid & collected the Convo Night tickets. Bought 3 for parents & sis. Mine is obviously free. Damn expensive. I'm broke. RM360 is gone.

How's Firefork? Should be okay I guess. I was told to do the lighting and I freaked out a lil. But its fair la, I didnt animate the scenes anyway, just environment modeling. Finished only one scene out of 5 scenes. I need to be confident with myself. I'm taking a day off from work on Monday (tomorrow) and will be in college for lighting. Poh Hui said its alright for me not to come but I insist on coming! :) Wednesday is the dateline!!! Or else, we won't get to show our trailer during the Convo Night!

Left college after 5pm, Joe came to fetch me. We went to Midvalley and watched Dinner For Schmucks. Movie was okay, I would prefer to watch Steve Carell with Tina Fey in Date Night. Hahah! We are both broke, so we went to Jusco's laksa stall. I never cared to find out the stall's name. But I know the location. :P We had nasi lemak chicken rendang. The pulut one too, and its nice! :)

Good to see Syg last night. You know, that feeling of waiting for 6 days to pass, just to see your loved one's face? I feel like that feeling motivates me every day. This is totally different from the time when he was still working in college and I was still a final year student. I love you Busuk. hehehehehe.

Convo Night is on 7th Nov 2010, Sunday at Sunway Hotel. The whole of Tan family is going minus Berry & cats. Syg won't be able to attend and its alright. :) I will be wearing the black dress for that night, if nothing goes wrong. First gift from him before we were in a relationship. My 20th birthday gift from him. :) ok tak busuk? heheh!

Dreams.

Lately, I've been having dreams of random things. If its nice, I do not mind. I'm most afraid of nightmares. It freaks me out, made me wake up with sweats. It was so real. Sometimes, I even wake up and still think I'm still in that dream.

People said dreams can be meaningful in many ways. Quite some time ago, I dreamed of being chased by a leopard. No matter where I go, be it in the bus or climbing the buildings like I'm Spiderman, the leopard kept chasing me.

My sister once told me that if we keep dreaming of something kept chasing u in the dream, it could mean that we are actually trying to run away from something. It could be an unsolved problem or person. She found out from this site that interpret dreams. Its good to read, checked it out once.

There was once I dreamed I was chased by many cockroaches. That still gives me goosebumps whenever I recall that stupid dream, even while typing this out! I fear of these insects. ew!

Last two nights, I dreamed something random. Leanda was telling me something really serious. She told me her mother found out about my blog. I don't know why would I be afraid of that, even if it is really going to happen. But in that dream, I was somehow turned serious and afraid or something. weird. too random.

This morning, it was bad. I dreamed that I was at almost futuristic years, but I dont think we still can have flying cars yet la. Didn't see one in that dream. hahah. I was at this condominium that connects to the other side of condominium with the bridge in the middle. This is so like KLCC. But I knew it wasn't KLCC. What makes it different is that the bridge was on the ground, not hanging in the middle. There was a car park basements underneath.

Very cool place I must say. I remembered watching some show on a plasma tv. Too many people that I didn't know, only recognised my mother and my aunt. Suddenly, we heard a loud bang.

I walked out from that living room to the corridor. I was shocked to see a black hole at the bridge! It was huge and going wild, about to cause explosion to the whole condominium. We were told to evacuate immediately or else the black hole is going to suck us in together with this condominium! I was panicking and didn't know where to get down.

I looked across and saw a fat Chinese lady came out of her unit and she almost float! But thankfully there was a man who stood next to her and pull her down. I don't know how to explain this gravity situation. Its like everyone will be floating and be sucked in into the black hole.

Suddenly, I was told that we could lessen down the black hole's gravity pulling/sucking power by throwing more heavy things to the building nearby.

:S

I remembered taking some aunty's sea coconut drink's tank and flung it up high and it was sticking to the building like a magnet.

I don't know what the hell is this dream supposed to mean. It makes me afraid of the future though. We get too high-tech, and there was no greenery... I'm most afraid of that kind of world to live in.

We will see if this is going to happen. or not. please dont.

Done blogging this out and feels good now. Hope not to dream anything else tonight!

When I'm no longer a student...

I realised how much things can be different when someone jumps out of college era, graduated and dive into another new era of work.

Because I'm that someone. ;)

Every weekdays are working days. First week of work was a killer, knowing that I'm not used to waking up early to go to work. I was very lazy. Now it has been almost 2 months (full time) of work. I'm used to it.

I now know what is Monday Blues... Just had one bad Monday, yesterday!

Weekends are my favourite. Obviously. I get to rest. Wait, not really. More like catching up with friends and family, dating, doing housework... Let's just say Fridays are awesome, because you will feel so near to your weekend. hehehe. Saturday afternoons till evening are dedicated to Firefork unless something really unavoidable comes up.

Somehow, I realised how much I'm missing my friends, be it from high school or college. Just hanged out with highschool girlfriends last Thursday and I feel so good to see them :) As for college friends, I can only depend on Saturdays. True la, I memang tiada life since the day I started working. Haha. Ahhhhh... To have life, I must catch up with my friends, whenever I can.

Sometimes, I do wonder where would I be studying for degree, if I was not stucked in this situation. It seems like I cannot even imagine that. Weird. Maybe its meant to be this way, at least for me. Because of study loans, and family's financial status, I learn to start working. FYI, I'm no new person when it comes to working. I worked part-time here and there before okay. Hell yeah, I'm proud of myself. Did that for experience and also to pay part of my college fee. :) Feels good to do that. This is not show-off sentence from me okay, I'm not like someone whom we all do not like, who loves boasting about how "senior" he is. Sorry, I think that someone should really look into the mirror first before boasting. You are not that cool. Wait, its your artwork/art skills that's not cool.

Ok. I just bitched about someone. Hahahahahaha. Biarla. Really tak puas hati with the way he acted. Learn to be humble please? No need to act like you know it all. Even I dare to admit I'm not a very talented person. Just an average person :)

Back to topic.

Feels like I'm all on my own now. No lecturers, no tutors. Thankfully, I have been blessed to have a good boss. And did I tell you, my sister & Laveena works here too? Admin & Clerical. :)

Oh yeah, now that I'm the main person to do grocery shopping for the house, I kinda enjoy it, though its my money. I'm starting to be a shopaholic anytime soon? omgggg. dont la. And I love to shop for things that I need/want. Going to make changes to the hair too. Soft curls, thanks to Joanne's suggestion. Will go to CK's Mum's saloon. :D cant wait!!

3 reasons I still can live on this no-life punya life:
(1) I have my family and cats to keep me alive with good and bad incidents.
(2) My bf & I keep meeting up whenever possible. Can say in 1 week, we can meet up to 2 or 3 times if lucky la.;)
(3) I have Naruto, Bleach & Supernatural episodes to entertain me every night. :D

Feels good to blog. ;) Not planning to leave blogging world. Just a lil too busy to blog.

P/s: In office now. okbye.

New template.

Oh so white. Finally had a chance to revamp it. The header is for temporary display. Will do proper one later. Heeee :D

I'm working after lunchtime for today, thanks to my right eye. Woke up this morning with swollen eye. Probably caused by pressure when I kept sleeping on the right side. :P

Boss is cool about it. I finished the 20 sec tvc, and even made two options. One is according to what he briefed me. The other one is my own way la. hahah. It doesnt matter which one would be chosen. Who knows the client will reject both? eeeks. dont' la. This time, this tvc is going to be on Astro. That freaked me out a little, because I'm only used to my company's own tv network. You can find some of the tvcs that I work on at some restaurants. Simple but I somehow enjoyed it.

Currently, I am worried about Firefork. I do. What are we going to show on our Convo Night? Last Sat I couldn't go to college to do work. I followed my family to Kuala Selangor & also Sungai Besi to pray to my late grandparents & greagrandparents. Thank God I didn't get darker. Wore the sarung tangan. Managed to cover up my arms. Hehe.

Speaking of my job, my main projects are still that big event's 3d logo animation & its official website and also the print ad in Cinefashion magazine for our modeling agency's workshop, coming soon. Minors are like 15 to 20sec tvcs only. And oh, one thing. I hate working with partners who are irresponsible. Inform us la if you can't send the files to us by that particular day that you promised. Have to call and bug you pula. This is not professional okay. And the content you gave is just a copy & paste facts from wikipedia. What the hell. Research la properly. Its okay if you want to refer to that website but can't you just do it properly? Work is incomplete, causing us to clean up your mess.

P/s : I wish more of my friends will join Twitter. Easier to catch up there. Don't bother inviting me back to FB. No thanks.


EDIT : Now this is my finalised header. shy la to show my faces, so i picked Cutout effect to cover me :D

Why.

When I'm nice to people,
that 's when people will not appreciate me.

When I want to help people,
that's when people will not appreciate me.

This week, a few people that I cared actually hurt my feelings.
Maybe they forgot that I have feelings too.
I did something that helps them but they don't appreciate me.
First, being insensitive and hurt me with those words.
Yet no sorry to be heard from them.
Next, where's the word THANK YOU has gone too?
I feel like everything I do, its troubling people, not helping people.

Sometimes, I wish people would actually realise how much they hurt me with those words. But sad to say that nobody realises that.

Sometimes, I wish people will thank me even if I do one small favour...

Ps: Im still alive.