The Hilllllllllllls Are Alive....With The Sound Of Muuuuuuuuusic....

I love music.

I play some musical instruments.

I can read musical notes.

I listen to music.

I love collecting music books.

I would love to compose songs but I don't have time and too lazy.

I love to destroy songs by manipulating its tempo and style.

But one thing is for sure.

I don't like musicals.

Owh wait. Let me rephrase that sentence.

I HATE MUSICALS!

Especially High School Musical. Benci. Can't stand fanatics too.
My definition of HSM fanatics : they have HSM shirt and probably a bag with HSM pics. they have a big collection of HSM merchandise. They watched it more than 10 times yet won't get bored of it. They can memorise the songs and the dance steps. Enough defined?

Why I hate it? I don't know how to answer correctly. Maybe its how people get to obsessive with it and it really annoys me. Its funny! Hahahaha! One topic can be expressed through a song. Gosh.

How I wish I don't hate it. Lol. Its too difficult.

Wahahaha! Die la. HSM Freaky Fanatics are going to kill me! Sorry fans. I just dont like it.. so just CHILL okay? Just something that have to say.

P/s : Sofia & Ben did successfully annoy me with the songs. Goddd! Help me! Guys tolong jgn nyanyi pasal aku kat tgh jln blh tk? Hahaha! Maluuuu!!!!!

Negative Me

You think I'm emo, fuck it. Dont bother reading this. Its about my bad day, so of course it has to sound sad, down..gloomy.

It was a tiring week. Saw the ball with tail animation? Yeah, it sucks. Lecturer commented on the volume, and the colour choice. It looked super-dark in comp lab. Pelik. Before I graduate, I want to get back there one day and smash the screen! bwahahahaha!

I have to resubmit if I want good marks. I had no idea what possessed my mind. It was like very negative and I even fear of failing this subject (because of the lecturer's remark on this assignment!) There is a possibility of failing this subject, but I guess I worried too much. I'm no Jared, no Michael. I don't produce excellent work like them. I'm average but still trying very hard to go beyond. (today fail gila babi la)

And when I feel devastated, I realised how sensitive I have become. Just now, when lecturer asked classmates' comment, lots of mouth opened and let their comments fly out, right into my ears. It was so painful, though I know it is important to do critique session. It was like many needles poked me one shot. Sakit. It really pulled me down, even deeper than just now.

To make things worst, I actually took lecturer's joke for real when he was surprised to hear many BAD COMMENTS - "Wah, you all really hate her huh?"

Pedih. And by the way, at that moment I kinda feel like it is the truth. Maybe my classmates hated me for many reasons. After all, I couldn't communicate nor get along with them as well as I did with CD0781. I bet you all do hate me. In fact I knew it all along since school, MANY PEOPLE HATED ME. But it was good to know who dislike me. (jgn ingat aku tk tau) Not as blur as you think.

Ahhh....maybe the class don't hate me. Maybe I'm just too upset till I take things seriously. Anyway, at the end of the day, it doesn't matter if they like me or not coz I don't care. I'm just too sensitive when I'm down. Tomorrow you will see Pern yang bersemangat semula. Hehe.

Do not worry, I am self-motivated. By blogging, and munching some food I will be fine. :)

I was too tired. Very tiring week. And there's more to come.

P/s : I ran to toilet to cry out then balik ke class, diam jerrrr. It helps me. :D I dont think ppl would notice. hehehe.

Ball with Tail.

I don't know if its good or bad. I don't know if I am improving or not, especially when it comes to ball/object's volume - stretching and all. Difficult. It is a must to have a background this time, in order to let the ball interact with other objects. And I was thinking that a graveyard background would be perfect since Halloween is coming real soon. It is based on Halloween. :) And for the timing, I kinda slotted in lots of frames for some of the extremes. Slow, not too fast. :P

The tiny Chihuahua who thinks he's a Buddhist monk

I got this from a friend, through a fwd msg. Interesting, looks realistic though.
Just the pics, no text.



I'm going to make Muffin pray like Conan too. XD

Tom Yam Fuss

You know I have Thai blood in me, can say about 75% Thai, 25% Chinese. I'm not like what people usually claim - half thai half chinese. No No. Its not half. I'm 3/4 Thai. Lol.

I love food, and you can tell by my size. Hehe. I'm not very fat, but I think I am fat, like I always do. I love Thai food and Western food. Sometimes a lil bit of Chinese food like Braised Pork Rice, Curry Pan Mee. Urgh! Delicious I tell you! No, I don't eat J.Co anymore. I don't know when I will actually eat it. I find that its good to promise Kitts that I wouln't eat j.Co. I took it as a challenge, plus its good for me la.

Sometimes, I feel like I don't belong here, maybe because of my 75% thingie. haha! I mean, I prefer to eat at Thailand, and everybody knows/should know how delicious is Thai food. Not just Tom Yam (I'm sick of it), but also desserts like Papaya Salad (Som Tam), Fried Chicken(Kai Thot), Nem(Dunno what's it called in English)...arghh! I can go on for more. Normally, if I am there, around 4pm I will follow my mum to the streets nearby Florida Hotel(Hat Yai not U.S) and approach those stalls. Omg, How much I miss those times. It has been almost 4 years I didn't go back there. It used to be an anual visit for us. No money, no go.

Since I know how real/original Tom Yam tasted like, I can tell if its good Tom Yam or BAD Tom Yam. I don't care how much other Malaysians love it or not. This is my perspective so obviously we have different opinions. I always have a hard time for getting real Tom Yam in K.L. I found a not-bad one from MidValley, The Gardens. Ground floor. I think its Rak Thai Restaurant. Me & Kitts ordered one bowl, without coconut milk, coz its not our favourite. Not bad. Without Nam Prik too, if not mistaken. And it has no colour, but it tasted the same. But Mum always have Tom Yam coloured la. Haha!

I think most of my friends already know how I made a big fuss out of Tom Yam. Like what I did during lunch at Sunway Pyramid's Kopitiam. Lol. What's with all the excessive vegetables? I feel like it took the taste away. Not sour enough. It does not fulfil Pern's Tom Yam criteria. hahahaha! Not even Mum's criteria. But then again, some people still enjoy it, saying its delicious. Okay. But I'm not going to order anymore Tom Yam shit. And I almost fainted when I hear Tom Yam Chicken! What the hell? That should be the last thing ever made. I didn't taste it, but my friends said it was okay. I never heard of it. Its always shrimps, fish, seafood. Not chicken. Ew. I can imagine chicken meat soaked in Tom Yam soup. Lol!

Anyway, people still can sip the soup and didn't die, that it shouldn't be a prob la. Its just me and the Tom Yam issue. If Mum was there too, she would probably complain more than me.

Well, what can I say? She is a cook, unlike me. She laughed when I went home and told her I had "TOM YAM GOONG BAA!" for lunch. It means "Crazy Tom Yam Shrimp". She knew what I meant. So does Dad & Sis.

Lastly, I do hope everyone enjoy their Tom Yam despite its taste or originality.

All Hail Fake Tom Yams in this world.

Just Found Out.

This is our first class project for 2d animation. Just found out about the link. Lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dIYrLoO9GYA

Waves & Arcs

I have no idea what happened to DigiCel software. Probably like what Estrella said; configuration problem. Stupid, because of that I can't colour my characters, especially on level two & level three. Gila!

I asked Mr. Syed and he asked to call the IT people. Malasnya....

This is my animation for last week's 2d assignment. The weird tree+mushroom creature is doing fixed point, while the girl on boat's hair is doing the moving point. And you can see Berry's back too. He is doing some jump, just to create arc of action. :D Wished it was coloured man! Looks better.. :(

Why now?

Great. I'm officially sick, with sorethroat and flu.
Why now? I can't do my assignments properly.
Plus, I fell sick right after Kitts left for London.

Is this just coincidence or what?

Already missing him like hell, and he left.
Hope 8 days are just going to pass like 8 hours.

I need help. I'm really weak..

But I dont know how I can still have the time
to blog. :|

Part 2: Seluar Dalam lagi!

Yes! You are right! I found another seluar dalam on the open space floor. My neighbours love to give me free gifts that way.
In case if you didn't know, check this post about the first pink colour seluar dalam that I found last two months.
http://natelppa.blogspot.com/2008/08/siapa-punye-seluar-dalam-nie.html

Anyone hilang? Its purple this time! :D

Part 1:Ayoyo...Uncle & Socks

Now I'm an "Indian", switching from "Malay".

Awesome!!! I'm basically...everything. Call me Chinese, Indian, Malay, or maybe "dan lain-lain". Lol.

One Chinese man was promoting socks to Jared, Nikky, Ben & Edward. They all didnt want of course.

"This socks ah..veli good. Anti-bactelia. No smelly wan!"
then he continued,with some Mandarin words...
"Must buy ah. Next time you become CEO, Manager must wear socks wan."
then, Nikky said " I don't have to wear!" *looking at his slippers*

to cut the story short..let's just skip the parts including Nikky's big foot(hahaha!) since I tak ingat fully what they all said. Its the ending that I want to share with you guys.

The man looked at me and said
" You buy for him(Nikky) la. As a Deepavali gift! Heh heh heh"
Nikky turned so fast to me, and I saw how Ben & others looked at me.
Ya la..smiling at me...I know. I have to celebrate Deepavali now. GREAT!
I was stunned too, but I didnt want to say anything la..

It's just the beginning.

More assignments or "excitement" as Darren claimed.. Its all like dropping down heavily on all of us in DG78. Each day getting heavier, just like the weather. More rain. Its raining assignments. haha. Prepare an umbrella or it would just drop on the floor and before you knew it, its gone. You know what I mean? :P

My umbrella is still steady, in my hands. Just a few holes on it but I am now patching it up. I believe we all can hold on strong.

Erm.. What I'm trying to say is... assignments either bring u down or its just a challenge each day for you to go through. If your umbrella is not strong, it would be terrible. Feels like I'm going very abstract already. Nvm.

I heard many of our friends already started to sleep late, 3am? 5am? 6am? The assignments' fault. :P Some people were shocked to know I sleep early. You know what, I even tried to stay up late to do work..but it wouln't work. Either I finish at 1am or just continue at 6.30am in the morning. lol. I need to sleep. Need rest. I believe that sleep is important as well. If you fall sick, its like harder for you to do your work. I don't know how i managed it. Its tough too. I do not wish to fall sick, no thank you.

Am I fast? Not really. My work is just ordinary, but it doesn't mean I rushed okay! I did put some effort. :)

I wish I could do all my work at once and relaxxx...wahh. How nice.

I want to work part-time but I can't do it. But I got a call from the boss. I have to look around for some people to do simple work like arranging the layout for some ads. Most probably Cold Storage's. DG students? no way. I should try AD students. Hehe. Not bad though. One work you finish, you earn RM150. At least got pocket money. :)

Hey anyone wants to work, the best would be TOA students...reach out for me. I 'm searching for students who wants to earn extra income. ;)

British's Marvellous Signboards (from an email)

To : Bart, Ting Heng Soon, Chean

YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY ME.
up to u to repost this or not. :P

Atika Rosdi tagged me..here it goes.

1) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
Yes! After mum found our pic. lol.

2) Describe yourself in one word.
Dramatic

3) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you,
or the one you love?
Someone who really loves me. ;D but it doesn't mean
I don't love him okay!

4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had
the courage to tell him/her?
Not really. Somehow tht person will know.
But then, I like Jensen Ackles but I don't have the courage/chance
to tell him. Hahaha!

5) Does it feel good to love?
Yes! To Love & To Be Loved.

6) God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven,
IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
I love you. Life goes on. Forget me. Move on. :)

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you?
"Whatever la!! "

8)Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Yes, but its not nice since I'm doing it with sympathy.

9) What' your opinion about someone who's jealous?
there's limit of getting jealous.
Not too much. After all, its not a crime.

10) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
People who fool themselves and can't decide for life.
They got no life till they need many partners. Kesian la. :P


[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1) Best place to cry?
Cry alone or cry on loved one's shoulder.

2) Who do you love the most?
More than one.Family, KItts, Muffin, Berry
& VERYClose Friends ONLY.

3) Tell us your dream last night?
Didn't dream last night.

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
Yes. In fact still hating. :P

5) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
When a guy makes up a pretty good story
to lead to the end of a relationship.


- -The last person - -

You had a beer with?
Lol. Malacca College Trip, took Khai Whum's Heineken (kot)

to the movies with?
Leanda, Joanne, CK, Kalo (Long time ago)

Talked on the cell phone to?
Papa

You hugged?
Kitts <3

You yelled at?
Benjamin! lol!

In the last week have you Kiss someone?
Yes!

Danced crazy?
No!

Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
because of tht particular person's attitude.

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
I want to get sponsorship/scholarship for my education in TOA.
financial crisis to be solved.

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Thailand, particularly Hat Yai, Surat Thani, Bangkok.
Didn't go for 5 years already.

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
I don't think so.

Are you old fashioned?
Not really. Somewhere in the mid of old & trendy.

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them
or that you do not love them back?
When I do not love them back. :|

What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
Eating, Play instruments, Designing.

Facts About Me:

1) i can't live without - Love & Food

2) i can't really understand - idiot's behaviors

3) when i'm hyper - I can't seem to shut my mouth

4) i can't - see wound or blood.

5) find it hard to sleep less.



5 things that scares me
Blood
spirits (supernatural elements)
Cockroaches
Big snakes in the sea/water (by imagination)
Sea or big pool. (takut air)

Songs Playing in My Head Lately
Lim Hyung Joo - Haeng Bok Ha Gil Ba Rae
KT Tunstall - Suddenly I See
Pink - So What
The Ventures - Hawaii Five-O

Things I treasure in My Life
Not people? Okay..
My keyboard & organ,
my portfolio,
Berry & the whole bear collection,
my 4 marker pen of cool grey! LOL!

7 Words/Things I Always Use/Say
words I say ;
What the fuck...?
Yessar?
So what?
Whateverrrrr
"OKAYY!!"
How's my hair?
Bitchhh..
things I use ;
Sunsilk shampoo+conditioner+moisturizer
Comb
Johnson Baby Powder
May Soap
Pen & Pencil
Hp
Computer

It is true.

I found out that it is so true.

If you do not have what it takes, do not have the "wow" factor, nobody cares or bother bout your work. People of course do not look forward to see your work. Very common situation. What to do?

You just want a lil bit of attention but it is quite silly to ask for it. It should come by itself, I guess.

I know my weakness well. And I don't intend to post emotional entry over small matter.

Its just how I feel. I wish I could draw well. I wish people appreciate me. Very tough wishes. Gahh..I'm borned untalented. Can I just ask why am I not like the rest? Why I've got no talent? Hard to catch up with smart asses.

Only solution : Do better next time. Triple effort. Super-hardcore hard work. Less sleep? No No! Must have my 7 hours of sleep, unless I really have to cut down for some assignments.

p/s : aku bukan emo. Ini cuma luahan perasaan aku yang terpendam kian lama. (wow. BM ku hebat. hahahaha!)

Bounce the bola

I must let everyone know how much I love staying back late at the 2D lab. I love ta-powing or eating outside right after finishing some project. Hehehe. I'm mad. Perhaps I'm ready to stay back very very late for the final year. hahaha. bodoh.

This is my bouncing ball. Jadi or not, I also don't know. But I only like my background design. :P tu jerrr... Only 4 seconds with 31 frames + 50 frames of Name Slate + 16blank frames. What do you think? :D

Don't Bang Me! Haha

The title is quite stupid I know! Nothing to do with my topic. Got inspired by Ean who said "Bang Me" as he stand in the middle of the road, arms stretching out. Sofia (And I) think it sounded so so wrong. ;)

Anyway.....................................

Today I found a new way to express anger. haha.
Hit the target with your folder or whatever you can get and say their fullname at least 2 times. Lol.
My first target was Stan! Hahahahaha! Its been a long long time, finally I get to bully you! :D:D

By the way, thanks Stan for reminding me something.

Its about my blog. I just realised that I had lots of entries here that is about anger & revenge. Its so true. Wow. Nobody can blame me for that coz that's just..me, you know? It feels so damn good when I rant it out here, rather than doing more drastic stuff. ;)

Hehe. Beware, more anger-influenced entries to come, real soon. As soon as things/idiots piss me off. :D

Next thing is.. its John Lennon's birthday! It's also Fareez's brithday. Gee. long time never hear from that buddy. Lastly....

ITS my darling's birthday. Hehe. Happy Birthday Kitts. :) I'm wishing him here though he doesn't read my blog. Lol. Will meet him later for a simple dinner. :)

Certain People's Mentality.

It does bother me, seriously.

We have met and seen or even befriended many types of idiots, angels, devils, bimbos (you name it).. till today. Its either we enjoy mixing around with them or we just stay away and probably bitch/gossip bout them.

I have came across some people who is too weird to be called weird, too silly to be called stupid. Basically people with that kind of mentality. Argh. I swear I could have lost lots of blood if I really sit next to people like this everyday! Why? Allergic to them which caused me to vomit blood. lol.

Whatever it is, there's always limit for certain actions we take or we do. And I have been stuck in class with these kinda of people, with THAT kind of mentality. Very bad, even doctors cant cure them unless they commit suicide, then it would be great.

Why I think I'm stuck with people like that in class? Because I can tell by their excellent attitude and their significant action.

By the way, its not a group of ppl, but its a person. An individual whom MOST people don't like. But it doesn't mean we don't communicate with you yeah? ;)

Come on. Of course I have to tolerate with people like this. After all, I have this 99% of chances to be stuck in the same class with that particular person for 2 years. I won't die watching whatever tht person want to flaunt. No worries.
I can handle it. Don't need to vomit blood. =D

Hey you. If you think its you, HELL YEAH its definitely you! Bet you are gonna love me for this. Be proud of your poor mentality cause everyone is going to remember you for the rest of their lives.

How's Heaven, CiCi?

Sorry, I changed my mind. I could not stand looking at CiCi sitting alone without EkEk's care outside my house. She was suffering; flies disturbing her..

Arh. It was so awful to see CiCi in that situation.

That was when I decided to change my mind. Do my best for CiCi's sake and my sake. I suffer too. I don't want to torture CiCi like that.

CiCi was put to sleep at Brickfields Vet Clinic. Me and sis were witnessing her departure. She cried in pain when the doctor inject her. I was the one who asked sis to be strong for CiCi, but I turned out to be the weak one. The one who cried while watching CiCi.

At last, CiCi rested in peace. No more suffering. Don't have to endure the pain. She left us at 1.01pm.

I know she will always be with us.

CiCi was buried behind my house.

I'm glad. Relieved. It is now over. Now I can breathe easily. I kinda miss CiCi's presence. No more box outisde my house for CiCi. No more cup of water. Nothing but empty.

Dearest CiCi, have fun in heaven. Or if God ever let you be borned again, hope you will live a better life than before.
Love you LOTS! :) Don't be naughty! hehe.

Farewell, my CiCi.

I'm supposed to be excited and blog about Sofia's open house but... I decided not to.

This post is for CiCi, the kitten that stayed outside our house.

We brought CiCi for X-ray and doctor said both back legs can't be saved anymore and has to be amputated. But then, if we want to keep CiCi, CiCi will suffer for at least 2months before her last breath. CiCI is also not strong now, pale caused by blood loss. The whole body is weak, bones not strong, or joined together.

I wish I could bring in CiCi and take care of CiCi like Muffin. But I can't.

Its okay. I must tell myself to be stronger; wipe the tears. I believe CiCi will be in a better place; no more suffering.

We are supposed to put CiCi to sleep just now, but Yen was so emotional. Fine. with this 12 hr of painkiller, let CiCi stay with EkEk (mother cat). Tuesday will be the day we send CiCi to heaven. I do believe CiCi will return, but in a different ways.

Dear God, hope you can hear me out. Bring CiCi with you. Rescue CiCi.

I dont know if this is right or wrong, but I wish I do not have to put CiCi to sleep, instead let God take CiCi. As in go naturally.

I'm smiling. I'm okay.CiCi, we are going to miss you. :)

I do not want put CiCi's pic here. CiCi is still with us, forever. just like other kittens we used to have.

I love you CiCi.

P/s: I'm emotional. I love animals. This is why you would probably think I'm talking rubbish here.

My first 2D Animation video. :D

91 pages drawn and some are used to repeat. Can explain more if I show you the exposure sheet.
and in the end it will only be a 9 second movie clip for the animation. It wouldn't be bad since everyone's video will be edited and combined into one movie. Cooooool.

Fun, but very tiring! It was kinda fun to stay back with some friends before shooting our animation at 7pm.

It was madness! Should see how Nikky "flaunt" his man boobies. Hahahaha! Not forgetting Ben who played with my putty eraser and pulled my chair while I pull Nikky along. Jia Yung was so hungry for Coleslaw. Lydia bought delicious fat fries from Wendy's. Thanks to her and Estrella for ta-pau-ing food for us. Hehe. Aiya basically its fun la!

Tmw I'm going to Sofia's open house in Nat's sis punya baju kurung. Lol. Oh kuih-muih, makanan, almond london. I'm gonna eat these if I have the chance. Sofia, prepare more for me.