We are all different !

I was wondering, what happens when every human in this world thinks the same way, love the same thing, agree on the same thing..basically we are all alike, more to no unique personality nor taste? hmm.

For world peace, yes it is good if everyone loves peace and you kiss goodbye to wars.

Let's take this to more simple situation, not to the global level.

Take note of everyone around you. There are people whom you know, you love, you care, you dislike, you hate, you don't know and don't even care about.

You can't really have the same feeling towards everyone you know. Duh. That's the truth. You can't treat everyone the same way. Because we are all different. For those who are way too different in a very abnormal way, I guess we all take it as an extreme one, therefore, that particular person is labeled weird.

I learned a very good lesson. Since not everyone is going to be a pleasant one in my perspective, I learn to accept that we are all really, really different. This explains why there are jerks and lovely people around me.

And remember this, everyone thinks differently, behaves differently and this is why a jerk is a jerk in my point of view while that jerk could be your best friend in your point of view.

Ada faham?

Same goes with these situation.

He may be hot and handsome for you but means nothing but ordinary to me.
You may hate me but he/she likes me.
You can be a person's hero but a loser to me.
I think he/she is special to me, but he/she could mean nothing to you.

See, we all think and feel differently.
Understand that.
This is why you can't force people to like who you like, hate who you hate.

Another set of examples :

You can't force everyone to love Chelsea. That's how this FB group was borned.You can't force everyone to sing along to Miley Cyrus' music as some people think she is a bitch.Not everyone wants to date a vampire, as some prefer to date a werewolf. So, this is why some people can't get "twilight-ed".Not every foreigner loves Malaysia. They hate so much till they gave birth to this offensive FB group.
Ain't that obvious that we can't please everyone?

As for me, if I don't like certain people, I rather not communicate much with them. Avoid is the best way so that no fights nor war will start.
If people do not like the way I am, so be it.
What to do, we are all different.

P/s : I did not join any of these groups. It was merely an example. :)

When I'm temporarily mute for a day...

It was a retarded Friday for me coz I turned mute temporarily thanks to my sore throat. Yes, I know. My voice is damn sexy. In order not to melt the wrong heart, I communicate by writing on my notepad (only in college).

I was late to FireFork's Animatic Meeting. Rushed out to the bus stop with high hope that the bus would appear right on time. Boo. That hope was crushed into million pieces. I waited under the hot sun for 30 minutes.

I was very thankful when I see bus no. 63 appearing at the end of the road. * I wanted to jump for joy already.

Bus was packed and after the girl next to me got down, an old man sat next to me. He fell asleep. Poor fella.

BUT

he kept falling gradually to my side while asleep.. I don't know how to tell him. I felt bad for him and I thought it will be okay. Wrong. He kept falling nearer to me...Since my voice was gone, I can either use a notepad or just wake him up by a tap on the shoulder.

I chose to wake him up. Poor uncle :( Sorry yeah.. I went to sit somewhere else and watched him falling asleep again.

Then the aunty who sat next to me turned to me and say "ouchhh..so hot".

She gave her outside seat to me and went in to the window side to sit. It was a hot seat. I guess her butt got burned by it. So she went to sit somewhere, leaving me alone.

Poh Hui called me on the phone. I canceled the call and requested for a msg instead of a call.

Here comes the best part. I wanted to use Adobe Soundbooth but only DG Video Lab has this software. I went up there and got lucky coz the seniors were about to leave. They have the access while I don't. Tag didnt work coz I didn't book the lab. bwekk.

I was alone in there, doing the sound editing. And trouble begins when I finished switching off the aircorns and lights.

What trouble? I forgot that my tag won't work. So I was locked inside the lab. Bodoh betul. I smsed Chao Giar to help me with his tag. Too bad. Same thing happened.

I smsed Joe for help and no reply from him. I missed call him. Nothing from him yet. I knew that he must be too busy to check his phone.

I called my bro,Nez to help.
While calling, I suddenly realised that I can't really talk. -___-".
I hung up.

Bro called me back with office number.
I didn't know what to do. Answer or not to answer?
I answered the call in the end.

Bro : Yes adik?
Me : *gasping for air*
Bro : Hello....? Adik..?
Me : * Sounded like about to mati, padahal trying so hard to talk*
Bro : Hello... Adik...? Naper nie..?

I hung up. Gave up already.. I forgot all about this service called SMS. Panic until pendek akal. Bro called again. I answered again.

Bro : Hello adik?
Me : * breathing hard, forcing voice out to most stable point*
Bro : hello...??
Me : Help.. *gasping*
Bro : Ahh? adik u ok or not?
Me : *gasping* Yea---hh...*gasping, push push* I stu--ck at la--bb
Bro : Why you sound like that?
Me : Ssss-troat *Gasping*
Bro : Oooooohhh! ok ok.. which lab?
Me : Dg--vi-de-yolab..
Bro : Ok ok, I'm coming up now.

I sounded like dying on the phone. so stupid and embarrassing. Thank you bro. If not I mati dalam tu kot. ahahahah. Joe didn't get to help coz he was charging his handphone. boyfriend busuk! heheheh.

While dinner, Suren was there with me and Joe. we went to Sayang after so long at Habib and Nikmat. I used to talk ALOT while dinner. Telling many stories to whoever sits the same table with me. That night, I used notepad. pathetic.

Joe was like " shhhh" with the finger at his lips. And laughed at me. He must be happy that his girlfriend shut up for a day. Hmmm..World is at peace for a day. Yey?

Most people made fun of me. They can talk but purposely reply on my notepad. Cruel people. huhhhh!

Not to worry, I can talk already. Got back lil bit of my voice that night itself, while editing sound. Poh Hui is amazed. hahahaha! :D

What Happened Lately?

This is an update of what happened recently.

Last Sunday, I went to Ijok for an early All Souls' Day. I don't need to describe how hot the weather is right? You all do know how's the weather like.

My body overheated and I got fever on Monday night. At the same time, it was period Day One. If you are not a woman/girl, you will never understand how it feels like to fall sick while having period pain. I became weaker and weaker at that night, till the point that I fell asleep while hugging Joe on the motorcycle. I know I shouldn't sleep while on the motorcycle. In order to prevent "chempedak panas" from making a "somersault fall" on the road, I was told to hug him real tight.

I tried to stay very strong that night. Tried to Facebook. But it wasn't for long. I went to bed right away. Without any medication, except for Kawan Nelayan. Fishermen's friend la bodoh.

I didn't have class on Tuesday, so I took that chance to rest and also catch up with my assignments. Yes, my fever was gone without medication. I was told to take pills, but I refused to and I don't have pills at home.

I couldn't control my emotions while having period. I think everyone should know that. Knowing that it was my stupid mood swing, I felt bad and apologized to Joe for arguing about something that doesn't really matter. See how dangerous I am when I'm having period?

Wednesday was okay, but I'm still coughing a little. I felt sleepy and tired.

Most importantly, I was being an complete idiot. My careless mistake. I do not want to share about what really happened due to certain reasons. Basically, all that you need to know is that I caused damage to the college's wacom pen. Not many people know. so please shut up if you are from TOA. But Joe told me to replace with the same but new pen.

Papa was deeply concerned about this. He is willing to pay for the pen. Or else, I will be superbroke than the usual broke for next month. Thank you Papa *hug*

Oh, and thank you Uncle William, Chee Sang & Lai Bung for the great help. Sorry for dragging you guys down to sweat together with me. :P But I appreciate your help :)

Yesterday was a decent Thursday. I went to the Bazaar at A1 & A2 classrooms but I'm upset that I can't buy much with so little money. Plus my sorethroat is making me to choose a decent breakfast. That sucks okay? I see so many things I want to eat and drink but I cant!

Portfolio Presentation class was okay. I'm so happy to get 28/30. Always low marks and now I can say FINALLY! :P I helped Daniel a little and I got myself a free warm soya bean. See, buat baik dibalas baik. XP

My sorethroat got worse yesterday. I was hanging out with Nix at both student lounges and took the chance to sleep.

Oh yes. Recently, I have been hearing about people breaking up and all. It is not a good thing. Is this a season for breaking up? It makes me shocked and sad to see people that I know or care having to go through this. Sometimes, incidents like this scares me too. I started to think too much, " omg what if I'm the next victim to be dumped by bf?" Please slap me if I do think that way again. I'm paranoid about almost everything. ahahah.

As for today, I have no class but I need to be there for FireFork's Animatic! I'm somehow excited about this pre-production. But people, please don't call me on the phone nor talk to me unnecessarily. I got a damn sexy voice from this sorethroat.

SMS will do. Oh wait. I can't sms with the bus driver. Have to figure out how to tell him the word SUNWAY PYRAMID..haihh.

I missed out Nikky's surprise dinner because of my health condition and workload. I do not wish to miss Ramyah's party this Sunday though. It has been so long. Hope to see my old buddies again :)

There you go. You are now updated. Will blog more whenever I can / something happens

I wish I could

...have the one chance of romantic candlelight dinner, anywhere.
Because I never experienced before.

...own a decent keyboard, not a beginner's typical keyboard with tutorial.
Because I no longer own a keyboard. What's left is just the organ.

...visit Thailand.
Because I've never been there for many years.

...go to more places for adventure purposes.
Because I'm katak bawah gelas, can see pics but can never go there.

...go to the beach with bf and maybe build a sandcastle for the first time in my life.
Because I like spending quality time with bf and I want to feel how its like to build one sandcastle with loved one.

...work immediately to pay off all my loans and debts.
Because I want to be free from loans & debts and start to enjoy a decent life without worrying bout money.

...buy myself a red rose, whenever I think I deserve one.
Because everyday is as special as Valentine's Day. On my birthday I would really buy one if nobody cares to give one to me.

...drive a car of my own after getting license.
Because I hate to see Papa suffer driving carelessly with his eyes & legs poor condition.

Wah randomnye! I know I can get some of it to come true. Least expectation on the wish no. 1 and 3

The Annoying Orange . I'm in it too.. -__-"

p/s: Thanks for the info, May Jean. ahaha!

Important Tips for Good Life.

CK fwded something funny to me. Let me share with you people! :D








P/s: Joe chose a perfect helmet for me. This time, it fits my stupid small head well. Though I paid for it, thank you syg :>

What the hell is an open relationship?

I was checking some friends' facebook profile randomly due to keboringan tahap tinggi. And I found one Malay girl's profile and I paused for awhile looking at her status.

It is stated there that she is in an open relationship.

I started to think. Is that for real? Or is that part of the so-called fun to be suddenly "married" when you are a loner in reality?

Maybe she IS in an open relationship with someone?

Maybe she just simply put that for fun? Gee. I don't think its fun when it can reflect a slutty image of myself in certain people's view.

Maybe she didn't even know what the hell is open relationship, as long as she is with her bf, maybe that's the right word to describe how open she is towards her bf and vice versa?

I can never answer this. But whatever it is, I really think there are some silly people out there who put their status to IN AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP without knowing what it really means.

Since I'm bored of animation assignment, allow me to do research for you.

There are many meanings behind this status, depending on the couple.

Definition 1
A relationship in which two people agree that they want to be together, but can't exactly promise that they won't see other people too. Basically, to have it all: a significant other and the freedom to hook up with other people. Common during college for many post-high school relationships.

Definition 2
A relationship where one person does not own the other. The couple are not exclusively seeing each other and can date, flirt and hook up with other people should they wish to do so. In a true open relationship the couple will be fully honest with each other (unlike most regular relationships). They will not get pissed at each other for stupid things such as not ringing the day before, wearing a slutty top, passing out cold in a club, kissing that lesbian in the lift. Infact they will just love each other for who they are and support each other through times of need. Although other people will say they are sluts and it will never work, they onlys say this because they are jealous. In the end the couple will get bored of seeing other people because they realise they are the best two out there. Then they get married and have beautiful children. And retire together in Goa.

Definition 3
is when a couple has decided to see other people but still keep the relationship that they have and still have the same feeling that they had befor. it takes two very mature people to let you patner see someone else.

Definition 4
a). a facebook setting that allows you to give in to your sluttastic urges while keeping a "safety net" around in the event that you're unable to hook up with anything hotter.

b). a great way to set yourself up for some hellish drama, instead of being honest with your significant other.

Definition 5
1. A polyamorous relationship.
2. Usually a long-distance relationship where the couple still want to be together, but one or both of them also wants to see other people. Occasionally used to test their partner. Sometimes causes heartbreak, especially when:

A: One person falls for the new person they hooked up with and falls out of love with their long distance partner.
or
B: When the person in the long distance relationship didn't tell the new person that he/she was already in a long distance relationship before dating said person, i.e cheating.

Definition 6
Its ideal to have when two people are too far away from each other to have a real relationship, but still like each other. It's a way to see other people if the "need" arises, but still keep feelings for the one far away. However, it is especially important that you DO tell when you see someone else.

Definition 7
A euphemism describing a relationship in which one or more participates are cheating.

Definition 8
When someone in a relationship wants to see other people but also wants a fall back because they are unconfident and are afraid they might get get rejected.

Definition 9
Just another excuse to be a slut or playa.

Definition 10
This is when two people who love eachother very much decide that they will continue to love eachother while having the experience of kissing other people. (This is sometimes used to test their true emotions / feelings for the other person.) This is most often used in college.

Got these definitions from Urban Dictionary. ;)

P/s : I loved Definition no. 9 and no. 4. What's your fav definition? [u don't need to be in an open relationship to give response]

My Portfolio Webpage

I feel guilty for not blogging actively.
Ok, another sharing. Don't laugh. I know my work is not good enough.

One of my favourite subject is Portfolio Presentation simply because I memang suka web design. hehehehe. No, I'm not MM student ok!

Here's preview of some pages. Its only 80% done I think.

This is the HOME page. The message is a Flash object. Still need more details in terms of layout design. This is ABOUT ME page. I didn't put into Flash yet. I know ppl hate reading. So Flash version is coming soon. heheh.
This is PORTFOLIO page, where I made the image maps for the categories. All pages are accessible and ready except for Visual Effects & Graphic Design. still empty. Oh, I must put in behavior for this image maps too. Swap image tht is. :P

This is one of the categories that ready - Typography. Simple rollover effect on the thumbnails and I used Lightbox 2 to view the full image size.

This is the HIRE ME! page. LOL. Just gonna put in a dummy feedback form. But I seriously wish for it to be working for real. Like Yi Ling said, "If Pixar want to hire us, we won't even know!!"

Imagine that. terkejut, pengsan dan mati terus i tell u.

I might want to put it online. :D

So what's the 20% part?
- Layout design for Welcome msg (flash). empty mah.
- Flash version of ABOUT ME or ppl will die reading my profile.
- Swap image upon clicking for the categories image maps.
Or ppl won't know that they clicked something. :P
- Compress video files and embed, for Visual Effects page.
- Add thumbnails and image for Graphic Design page.
- Check codes for 3D Modeling to ensure both rollover & Lightbox is working.
- Lightbox for Graphic Design, Typography, Visual Effects, Digital Painting.
- Feedback form for HIRE ME page.
- I wish to add on more animated stuffs. Maybe some gifs or flash animated.

ONE MORE CRITIQUE WEEK! Hohoho.

I shall end today's post with Lai Bung's favourite words
KA LA GET GET. BOOM BOOM POW.
Today is his birthday. :D
let's sing BOOM BOOM POW song to him, particularly KA LA GET GET part. LOL!

Same Same but Different [ It's not about Ean]

PART ONE

Everytime Joe sends me home, we both tend to feel nervous whenever we take NPE. On a motorcycle, note that. Why? Stupid roadblocks. So annoying. Had enough of those policemen. And wth, they can still like flirt with me while I'm with him. Unforgivable. Unforgettable.

Opps lari from topic.

Here's the story.

We passed NPE. Fuhh. No roadblock. Thank GOD!! As we turned into Brickfields, we got false hope. Roadblock nearby my house. perfect. Imagine if my dad happens to be around there and saw me on the bike and stopped aside by police. eeeee. Guarantee die on the spot.

Time to check IC. Joe showed his IC n license. Then...

Police : Nie, orang belakang ada IC tk?
Me : Ada...Jap eh. * grab IC from handbag.

Passed the IC to him.. He took some time, staring at my "beautiful" pic and details. I kinda expecting him to be confused at that moment. He looked puzzled.

Police: Cina...?
Joe : *Smile* Cina...
Me : Ahh, CINA.
Police: * pass IC back* ohh.. macam Melayu...
Me : * took IC* Tahu...

Seriously. Must say it la. -_____-" Oh well. I'm immune to it already. But I still must share these kind of moment with you guys. Coz there's difference in every incident.

So we continued on the motorcycle. Conversation was something like this. Cant remember exact words but I knew what we talked about.
Me : Eeee! "Macam Melayu"...Itu pun nk ckp ke???!
Joe : * laughs* Dia pelik la tgk u cina duk motor. Biasanye Malays.
Me : Hah? Apa plak?
Joe : Yerla. Dia ingat you nie Cina Busuk. Opps. Hahahahah!
Me : Eeeeeee!!!! * hits Joe*

We had this joke, where we called those mat rempits as budak busuk. heheh. So for this situation, he calls me Cina Busuk. Cis. Boyfriend busuk!


PART TWO

This morning, when I was brushing teeth, a couple with a child came to pray at the temple/my house. The mother and child happened to come in to kitchen area to get to the toilet. She saw me and smiled. I ungracefully smiled with the colgate buih buih in my mouth. Any mother in laws who sees me in this morning's situation, would definitely won't recommend me to their sons. Unpleasant smile :P

Then after I washed my mouth and she came out from toilet with her child. She smiled again.

She : You looked...very mixed. What are you? Indian?
Me : -______-" Chinese & Thai
She : Oh nicely mixed. Can see you are mixed.
Me : -_____________-" haha. ok.
She : Very pretty! :)
Me : Oh. eheheh. Thanks.

Wah. I'm a mixed product y'all! Don't play play! numb enough with this nonsense.

3D Pose Studies - Norman

Its been quite some time that I didn't share any of my work.

Plus, I'm no Maya King nor Queen of anything. I'm not that great yet. Just a bitch in DG78 ;)

These are my 3D pose studies from 3D Character Animation class. I might not like animation, but this is the only interesting part of the class for me. :D:D:D:D maybe becoz it has no animation invovled? XP
I love to make Norman looking gay! Gays are hot! :D Look at Adam Lambert! But my bf is not gay! :P

Do you really have to touch me??

Here's a different way to tell you my story...
CLICK THE PIC FOR A BETTER VIEW!
Honestly, I do not like to be simply touched by anyone, particularly guys. Certain close friends are still not that bad. If you are not close to me, can you lift your fingers off my shoulder?

Is that necessary to touch a person when you want to talk to him/her? Mainly, when you are a boy and I'm a girl...

" ala chill la Pern. Make it such a big deal.."
SORRY. I don't like to be touched by not so close people like you. I don't feel comfortable.

" Wth, with other people, okay only. they never make a a big fuss out of it, like u!"
I'm not like other people. I'm not like the other girls who fancy being touched by a person like you.

If that is a habit that you cannot change, then don't come near me nor talk to me. I never ever feel comfortable with boys who have no respect for me. I can still accept my close friends who tap me on my shoulders but not a second range or last range of friends like you. Sorry, I'm just being honest.

Nothing is wrong with this when you have to be selfish just to earn you self-respect right?

NOT EVERYONE LIKES TO BE TOUCHED!