The Very Much SyokSendiri Confession.

This is simple.
Just like how you will feel naked when you don't put your clothes on.

I feel naked when I don't put on my mascara.
I feel like half-naked if I don't use eyeliner for eyebrows.

LOL.

I'm usually err... naked when I'm very down or too stressed with assignments.

I know I know. Many people told me how long and obvious are my eyelashes.
But I love my eyelashes, in fact very proud of them. So I guess that's what put my mascara as one of the must-have item. :P

I tried using fake eyelashes for fun. The heavy one, meant for fashion shows. Goddd, I swear I couldn't open up my eyelids fully. Its like, too heavy to carry.

So yeah, I care a lot on how my eyes are. I have 3 mascaras at home. Very little. And I don't really care if its meant for volume or curl. Coz they all seriously work the same way for my eyelashes. I do it all by myself, whether to thicken it or curl it.

But then, waterproof mascara is quite important too; you'll never know when you will be crying the tears of joy or sorrow. Rain can also ruin your eyelashes make-up.

Based on experience, apa lagi.

LOL. I'm not a big time hair freak anymore. Maybe its about my eyelashes. blink, blink, blinkkkk. Jangan jealous. :P

One of my many confessions.

Maybe this is very rare.. but I admit that

I love...

Weddings! :D

I do not care who's son or daughter is getting married. As long as my family, especially ME are invited, it is just wonderful! Ok, maybe I will just suck up a lil. "Yeahh. good for them. they are very secocok".

I love attending weddings! How I wish people get married everyday! Then, I will get to attend their weddings everyday! My parents know I'm excited when Mr. Kok's eldest son is getting married next month. I'm not very close to them, though I used to play with his youngest son when we were small. Omg, just a lil bit out of the topic: his youngest son bit me! I do not know why. Now we are both grown up and we don't talk at all. Malu maybe? And I remember when we used to play "masak-masak" at my room. He was like " Ok, Berry is your son. You are the mother. I'm the father." I felt so embarrassed that I pushed him out of my room! I locked the door. He was like calling my name many times out there. "Sze Mun!! Let me in" but I ignored. Then, he left with his parents. :P Malu la, I don't like to play husband and wife game!!

Back to the story. It has been 4 years I didn't get to attend weddings. Its not like I'm going to die of not attending weddings. I just feel like something fun is missing in my life. So, you can imagine how excited I am when I heard the news about Mr. Kok's son! Haha! I can't wait. My mum was like, " eh, you like wedding but do you know you have to give angpau to them?". I looked at her and smiled. "Cheh. I'm not the one paying, its papa and mama that have to do so".

So why I love weddings?

I love dressing up to attend their dinner.

I get to eat outdoor, but in a grand restaurant.

Its the fooood. I love food. (looks like i'm going to be so fat)

I get to see people around me, socializing, dancing away..etc.

I love sitting down and admire the couple in their best gown and suit.

I get to imagine how's my wedding is going to be like. Hahahahaha!

I feel good, probably because I can feel the love is in the air. (yeah right!. merepek)


Not many people know that I love weddings. I really think its a good thing and don't worry I'm not a wedding crasher or even the girl who's going to run away with the bridegroom.

Sounds like I might like the job as the wedding planner. I wish I could plan someone close's wedding ceremony. When I'm old enough. A friend's wedding. :D Can I plan my own wedding as well? hehehe. Long time to go. ;)