My Problem is You

Sorry readers, whether you exist or not..
Allow me to express this out here.

I have been having issues with myself.
I can't seem to find my self-confidence.
I can't seem to be proud of who I have become.
In fact, I'm very worried about myself.
I've been hurting myself a lot by reminding myself of my weaknesses.

Most importantly, I do not know what's my strength anymore.

I am still not confident and comfortable with my body.

I've been feeding my mind and heart with negative thoughts lately.

I do not need sympathy. I just need
POSITIVE FACTS & THOUGHT
MOTIVATION
SELF-CONFIDENCE
CLEAR MINDSET
CHANGE OF THINKING PERSPECTIVE

And after breaking down and all that dramas,
I realised what I need to do.

I talked to myself before I sleep, in my heart.
I comfort my own mind and soul.
I think of ways to change myself in & out.
I get my loved ones to make me happy and laugh.
I let it all out to him so that he sees what's going on in my stupid head, and help me out.

I felt much better, for the moment.

Personally, the other main issue right now is my body.
I need to stop torturing myself with unnecessary food.
I come to realise that once I'm comfortable with my body,
I will get back my self-confidence
and I will not be ashame of myself.

I'm feeling short, fat & ugly.
I'm gonna get rid of that statement.

I can. I will.

P/s: except for the part of me being SHORT.