Thursday, December 31, 2009

I'm not over it.

This is my very first time making a big fuss about my grade.

I can't seem to forget that B+, its haunting my mind since last night.

It's not logical. I really don't know where I went wrong till I failed to secure A-.

I have so much passion for that subject. And I was confident coz I love what I do (though I don't like Heineken)

Why other people can get? What is the damn difference?

Maybe I'm over-confident. Yeah. You can start laughing at me now. Go take a look at my compositing work that I posted earlier.

I'm just not very happy with this. I can't forget it. I believe I deserve at least A-.

So what if I'm making a big fuss about this? Yeah I'm emo-ing, go away. I'm in this way for a reason. I'm not satisfied with the grade. I know we should care more of portfolio.

BUT SERIOUSLY...

Where did I go wrong?

Why can't I earn that A- too?

You know, I'm writing this post because I cannot take it anymore. I tried to hide it. I failed. And its not like a big change will come if I post this up. I'm not asking for anyone's sympathy. I really need this space. I need to type it all out.

I can't accept the fact that my friends can get their bloody As and I can't.

Don't try to comfort me, especially when you are the ones with As.
Whatever! I'm not in good mood.

I need something + someone.

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