Sunday, December 6, 2009

Compositing & Editing PART III



Assignment title : 3D Particles
Subject : Compositing & Editing
Done in Maya 2009, Edited in After Effects CS4

Glowing water. hehehehe. And I didn't show my work for critique but submitted right away. XP



My dad disappoint me. He broke his promise when I was not at home few nights ago. He started to smoke again. Fuck. I was so angry coz he broke his promise! Pa, if u disappoint me, don't be surprised to see your daughter disappoint you one day.

I really can't stand smokers that smokes in front of me. That includes my bf, though he rarely smokes. I'm pissed because I care. As for other people out there, I honestly can't stand it when they do it in front of me, simply because I do not want to be a fucking passive smoker. Nothing personal here, and not trying to offend any smokers out there. It's not my problem when you smoke, but not in front of me kay? When it comes to my health or loved ones' health, I am aggressively selfish. So, don't be surprised to see my major mood change when you start smoking in front me. Thank you.

I'm glad that night, Yen snatched that box of cigarettes away from Papa. Serve you right, my father.

And so I heard that Papa is going to be admitted again. Third time already in this year. He currently have 4 toes on the left and 4 toes on the right. Right one was gone back in 2004. This year, he lost the big toe on the left. *sigh*

From feeling very afraid and worried, I'm now getting used to this. I still care, but seriously I don't know what else I should do. He will lose one more toe on the left. The medium in my house predicted that he have the possibility to get his left foot amputated.

No no no. I'm not going to be emo. I'm staying positive. Papa needs family support. And I'm now continuing to get my own transport to college, which is by bus. And sometimes I feel bad for making my bf to send me home most of the night but he is there for me. Thank you. Love you. :)

1 comment:

some1 u once knew ;) said...

im sorry to hear about your father's health.girl,i know u hate smokers and stuff,and that u are angry simply because you care,but then,instead of being mad at him,try to understand him.it is,as it is,not easy for him to cope up with the fact that he had to loose his toe,but quit smoking too at the same time,when he had been smoking for god know how long.woo,dont get me wrong here girl,im not using angry tones while typing this yeah,im just saying it,in a caring way.just dont be mad at him.its not as easy as you think to quit smoking,maybe this is due to the body's addiction to the nikotine and the other shit they put in the ciggerattes.just help him quit,dont be mad at him,but talk to him,hint him in a nice way.and yes,he needs all of your family's support the most to keep him going on.
and girl,i hope u make the world proud one day :)